Excerpt from the Ascension Primer
by Isis Jade on Wednesday, February 9, 2011 at 3:48pm
This year is 2011. We are moving through the portal of the 11 Gates. We are leaving the old age behind. With the advent of the 11th of each month until 11-11-11 we will be ascending forward in small bursts, moving closer into our new space, until eventually, we come online and become fully connected to the rest of the Universe.
Because of the minor bursts through and into the next plane, we exist partly here in this plane, and partly there. It's like being caught in the looking glass, or in mid-transfer in a Stargate. This is what can cause many strange and uncomfortable experiences for many of us as we shed the last of the old skin and old ways so we can make room for a new consciousness, a new level of oneness. Know that these experiences are very common to the ascension process. I've personally experienced very painful transitions and expansions, but they were necessary to expand my consciousness and remind me of my light.
On a global level, every time we elevate together, we shed the old way of doing and being. This occurred around the year 2000-2001, with greater pressure to release that which no longer serves us, through a great battle and surge to remind us of our oneness. We attempted to evolve three years ago, but we entered into a period of suspended animation, waiting for others to catch up with us. It is occurring again as we shift and align with our new plane of evolution.
We are indeed evolving into a very new reality and new experience, leaving the past far behind us. This is indeed a very encouraging and joyful sign, and something to celebrate in gratitude.
Living in suspended animation for nearly three years in preparation for the greatest planetary shift of the past 36,000 years has been draining for those who have been holding the light and awakening new light bearers. Some of us who have been waiting to step into those shoes are now beginning to become light ourselves and reawakening to our true powers.
As the light bearers have been waiting on those on the planet to hold and maintain the light within themselves rather than draining the light from the cosmos, the earth, or others, many have been called now to travel to the next realm, often in losing physical form, and for several permanent ascension to the next plane beyond. They have made the global declaration that this work is complete and now it is time to move forward. They were freed of this task so that they could rejuvenate and begin their next great task.
We have lost many ancient light bearers in this plane during this time, who had been called to assist in the planetary ascension preparation and who now to go forth and join in the greater grid alignments. I lost a very dear friend and mother figure to me who had spent her final life on earth in physical form. She had been called forth to do this greater work in December. She passed her light on to her sister who is now coming into her own divine light and power.
It has been decided that with the new light bearers in place, and the ancients ascending and broadening the path that was broken by the pioneering masters, we are now ready to move forward, no matter what was occurring.
So for the past several weeks and months, we have been moving forward and many are feeling released, like a huge barrier had been lifted, or the dam had broke free, even if it were only in small increments. During the past several years, we have been in the birth canal and when in that space, it's time for contemplation and preparation for the new life ahead, not time to foresee or foreshadow in fear, or in anticipation.
While in the birth canal we don't feel connected to anything, for it is a period of transition, both on a personal level, and on a galactic level. Alone, in the tunnel. Alone, floating on a life raft in a sea of stars, adrift, alone, with no wind at our back, and no oars to guide us, in still waters, waiting. waiting. waiting.
Now we are moving forward, and this creates the experience of strange feelings of being in multiple places at once, and stuck with one foot in the past, one in the future and our hearts in the present now, where we are supposed to be.
You may feel totally spaced out, as if you are not all here, You might feel that you are communicating, but it's not you who is doing the talking. You may look in the mirror, and not recognize the person staring at you. You may feel very different, and it takes time for the physical to catch up with the energetic turmoil you are experiencing within.
We've been having a difficult time interacting with others, as we feel they are not fully cognizant or all there themselves. We feel reactive, worried, and disconnected. We feel lost at times, uncertain, as if we've entered a no-man zone or an unknown territory. Very alone and connected to nothing. We may not remember the meaning of things that were once so important to us. And at times, things that normally meant nothing to us, now become hard lines drawn in the sand and we feel threatened when another crosses those boundaries we establish in order to protect ourselves and our loved ones.
We have trouble remembering the names, we may feel headaches, nausea, or shaky. We may experience periods of vertigo and unaware of its cause. We may have an unusually hard time finishing our thoughts, finishing a project that has been for a long time very near and dear to us. We may try on many things, pick up old passions and old hobbies only to find a few days, weeks or months later that they no longer suit us.
We may get lost somewhere between here and there, and trying to grab a lifeline back to complete our life's work, or even just a simple task, may make us feel as if we are grabbing at straws, at something that no longer exists or even in the same present time and space. We may worry we are contracting a mental disorder or a physical disease and visiting our health practitioners don't seem to reveal a cause, as the symptoms seem very chaotic, somewhat randomizing.
This disorientation will go on for sometime, but as all things, this too shall pass as soon as we are enmeshed in the next plane. Worry not, for this is the time for quiet contemplation, acceptance, gratitude and learning to let go of it all, especially that which seemed to be so important to you. Learning to understand that by clinging on to the past, you make the ascension process harder and longer for yourself and for others.
You will, however, also find, when you experience moments of being fully present in the new space, manifestations seem virtually effortless. What used to take extensive focused time and energy now seems to feel simple, easy, and exciting as you learn to flex this new skill. We will be experiencing times when manifesting comes simply, and then times when manifestation seems particularly difficult as we continue to fluctuate back and forth between the old and the new.
We may find that old familiar need to eat every couple of hours, to nourish ourselves, and find our blood sugar drops dramatically when we partake of old favorites or find that we feel disoriented and heavy when we indulge in things not to our new reality's liking. Our bodies are fine tuning and adjusting for this major transition. We must nourish it, and protect it. We may feel weak, exhausted one day and the next feel like we are the life of the party. Don't push yourself beyond learning to breathe consciously, take long walks and experience your conscious co-creative energy at work.
As we move forward into the new, we become excited about new creations, but we find we lack the energy for follow through. Put the new creation on hold after your initial efforts, and be at peace for your new creation hasn't hit a stagnant point, it's just waiting for the rest of the world to catch up. What is important that you honor the process as it's meant to be honored, and honor yourself and your creation. Rejuvenate yourself when and where you can. Take many long periods of breaks, be gentle with yourself and with others.
Accept that you need this precious gift of time to prepare for your greatest life journey which is about to commence.
We may also feel that we are experiencing one world, but suddenly as we walk into a room, a natural space, or a building, we feel we walked into another time. If we've been apart from people for a little bit, when we encounter them again, we find we need even more time for readjustment for it's like we stepped back into a world of make-believe, playing old parts on an old theater stage.
Remember its up to the light bearers to set the tone and the forward movement for others to follow. It's not easy to be a leader when you've long been an introvert or a quiet person in the corner. It's time now to influence others to make the conscious choices they've been holding back on.
I know it's difficult to straddle and juggle between two worlds, to jump back and forth between the cavernous empty space between our new reality and the old one. I know you often feel split up, in two, exhausted, and worried. But remember, there are manifestations taking place in both realms that are in perfect alignment for your next steps.
You have 100,000 angels watching over you, a thousand ascended light beings here holding you and here to rejuvenate you and protect you and heal you if you but open your door and let them assist you. Allowing them entrance enables manifestations to flow easily, and allow miracles to work in your life. Holding them back is holding the universe back and holding yourself back, for we are all one in divine, pure loving light.
You might not feel able to leave all the old behind just yet and leap forth into the new. You might be yearning to begin your new realm with excitement and joy, but there are loose ends that must be dealt with first. If you do not close your chapter of the old with clarity and intent, it may come back and pull you down later on. You must complete the last tendrils of your old reality before you can begin to move forward in all ways. This creates confusion, but as you make your endings clean and complete, you are realizing that you do this in a new heart-breath that comes from the new realm. You are creating space for new opportunities and new experiences as you break clean the old.
Even if you were in a space for the past few years that felt protected or relatively safe, you may find it no longer suits your purposes for your new life and new growth. it's time to release and let go, and allow the new home to find you, new work to find you and allow your true talents and gifts to unfold.You may find that you cannot make use of the new opportunity or true talents until you've accepted the past, forgiven, and let it all go. Closure is indeed the theme for 2011.
During this time of transition, we may feel we are sinking, drowning in financial challenges, worried about how we will ever survive. You may look around you and see abundance flowing everywhere but to you. The challenge is for you to release that final barrier that has barred all that universe has offered to you. You may have been asking for too little, you may find you have been asking, but refusing the gifts the universe offers to you, second-guessing whether or not you really want it.
The wonderful gift that financial challenges bring to us is that it really is about proving to yourself that you really can manifest all that you desire in your life and that universe will take care of you so long as you care and lovingly give to it. However, mother earth can no longer support greed and avarice, so you must be willing to give and heal her without expectation of receiving for the moment. You must learn to be clear in intent when you make a declaration about what you want.
We may find we are limited in generating new financial support for ourselves, but we are also coming to the new realm with ideas about how to live and exist in harmony without the need for the game of commerce. While commerce was fun for thousands of years, it's become too much of a burden to participate in at the expense of our heart's truth. We find we can be honored by accepting what's offered when we manifest a fair and equitable arrangement that excites and enlivens all parties. Sometimes money must exchange hands, but we are finding that if we make use of our true talents and gifts - that there are those who automatically want those true talents and gifts and will give us a fair and equitable trade or gift in like kind. We are finding then that all our energy can be renewed so long as we take action to create an attraction plan rather than a financing plan.
Self-sufficiency has become our mantra. But it is inter-dependency we are learning about. Self-sufficiency requires us to be independent. But it is inter-dependency - giving and sharing with others that brings about true abundance. We have had to live off our wits and energy and creativity for the past three years and it has taught us many new skills, but also reminded us that there are those who truly care and love us and are there for us as long as we ask for their support. More than two people can come together to intend and manifest our greatest desires and make it so effortless, so we are learning to come together as a world-wide community to intend and manifest abundance for each other.
We have also learned that our ascendeds are watching over us, protecting us and flowing opportunities and inspiration our way. It is up to us to channel that and focus it with clarity and purpose. So in reality, while it feels like we are alone, we very much are not alone. We are here, together to manifest for one another our heart's truest and highest intents.
Focusing on negative emotion, worry, fear or frustration has manifested itself a thousand fold, and now we must be ever more carefully to focus on positive outcomes and healing the riffs and challenges we are faced with. When more support is needed, it will arrive somehow until we are firmly settled in our new realm doing our new work.
As we push ever forward, we leave the old behind - one thread at a time, we sever old chords, release old bonds, and disconnect ourselves from that which held us back, which drained us, which negated our true heart's pure intent.
We will receive a great big push and much greater movement in March during the equinox. February 11 will feel shifty and unsettled, but come March 11, we will be somewhat more practiced in handling the surges, and by May 11, we will be prepared for the minor upheavals and settling that occurs afterward.
When we see the big light arriving in March from new ascended masters come into their own to take place of the ones who have ended their tasks, we will find a new power, a new intention, and a feeling of rejuvenation and new, clear motivation to drive towards our new place in the Universe. They are here to support us, to guide us, and as they are new ascendeds, we must be patient with their new approach to leadership and communal work. Being indigos and crystalline star-children, they are inclined to be more forward thinking and more change-focused and that may make us feel uncomfortable at first, but once we find our rhythm, we will fall in love with this new approach to manifestation and conscious co-creation. They are here to help us in more ways than we can ever imagine. They are also here to push us firmly into the new dramatic space of light and pure love, to exist from our Giant's heart rather than our tiny mind.
This will be something we have not experienced for a very long time - 36,000 years to be exact.
Be prepared, light ones - for this is going to be an exciting ride.
Namaste Dear Heart.